My summer seems to just be rambling on. I cant get into a groove to practice my guitar for some reason. I have my moments where i would compose for about four hours and practice my guitar for like one hour and fuck around with the guitar like two hours. Lately i have just been laying around the house doing nothing it seems. I cant find a job and thats because i've been looking like crazy. Im probably gonna ramble for a little right now. Lots of things seem to be happening to everyone but ME. dont know why but it is. I cant seem to find any decent parties or chicks or anything, things appear to be changing finding out what it is that is changing is gonna be the thing that will take the most time. Sleep. Sleep is good when i get it but there are times when i would sleep for a couple of hours for every three or four days. Sleep deprevation, i think not. Just thoughts that plague my mind. Dreams i think i dream, but a dream it is not. Wonder what these things i think of are that keep me up so vigil through the night. It seems i trade one for another and another for the same. Tried to live with the Carpe Diem style but ended with minimum efferts that l can pathetically say triumphed. Learning died. Living has subsided to an all time low.
dont know what any of this means but oh well.
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