Understanding nothing is hard

Where do i begin.....

dear diary i think i might be going mad.....

The concept of religion is one that not only fascinates me, but utterly baffels my impotent mind. I have recently decided that i am an agnostic. Its a concept my mother and family finds hard to believe. They say "gods gonna punish you" well then i respond with "what if he doesnt even exist". Which goes without to say that it offends them, which really doesnt bother me in the least bit. I dont have much to say after that. ha