Well, tomorrow i will be on my way to houston along with all my family members to see my grandmother. Just this past wednesday we got some very horrible news. My grandmother is dying and she will not make it to the end of the year. The doctors say she can die any given day if the conditions are right. Its very saddening to know that my grandmother is not gonna see the end of the year. She used to feed me bathe me and spank me when i was bad. She used to be the only one that would make me go to church. Well, last year she got sick and needed dialysis, but she refused to be connected by machines. Therefore, her kidneys are starting to fail. My mind lately hasnt been in the right place and now seems even more disfunct. So many thoughts, ideas and situations are just running rampant in my head; that it is very hard to stay focused. And i know that death is inevitable, but when its faced to you or your loved ones, it changes your perspective on things. Lately lots of things have been different. Colors seem a little dull. Foods have lost taste. The air i breathe seems so forced.
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